Tuesday, September 30, 2008

oh and im finally at scene 40...just managed to reach the part where dan gives the documents to his boss to sign



and also threw in a few national education elements like the "dont make fun of gays" and "not all filipinas are maids"....Singapore education system shud have more national education issues like these instead of lee kuan yew is god and without PAP we will be like east timor.
wah lan eh the F1 engines fucking loud can? can hear all the way from dhoby ghaut.

anyway i dont know how i managed to do it but i managed to get the day off today. its so fucking boring in there i dont see the pointin going to office also wear office clothes go thre and sleep from 9 to 6 what a fucking waste of time. at least today can go see the arts thingy.

the office is full of bullshit it really overwhelms me but not bad la pretty good entertainment. i think i made the right choice by being disconnected from them. so its usually just me and mumtaz upstairs minding our own businesses talking about metal

oh oh death magnetic is fucking awesome must get

Thursday, September 25, 2008

WAH LAN EH I REALISED I DIDNT POST IN A DAMN LONG TIME AND IT DIDNT FEEL SO LONG COS I WAS SO BUSY I DIDNT REALISE TIME FLEW BY SO FAST

OK I START WITH DRIVING. IN WHAT COULD PROBABLY BE THE WORST FIRST HALF OF THE DAY OF MY LIFE, EVERYTHING THAT COULD GO WRONG WENT WRONG. OK NOT REALLY EVERYTHING BUT FUCK I DONT KNOW UNTIL NOW WHY I WAS SO FUCKING NERVOUS I MEAN ITS JUST A DRIVING TEST. THERE ARE MILLIONS OF QUALIFIED DRIVERS IN THE WORLD I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY I WAS SO NERVOUS SO THEREFORE, I FUCKED IT UP. ENTER CRANK COURSE IN WRONG GEAR, TURN TOO WIDE, THTS OKAY BUT THE WORST WAS HITTING THE KERB TWICE. I NEVER HIT KERB BEFORE DURING LESSONS I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW THE FUCK IT HAPPENED IN THE TEST ITSELF CHEEBAI AND THE TESTER ALSO ANOTHER ONE STRAIGHT FACED FUCKER LIKE HE NOT HAPPY IM THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE. NEVER FELT LIKE SUCH A LOSER IN A LONG TIME.

THAT ASIDE, YESTERDAY FILMING LOOKS LIKE ITS GETTING BACK TO ITS OLD WAYS OF LONG UNPLANNED HOURS BUT THATS OKAY. THE HIGHLIGHT HAS TO BE THE MOUNT FABER SHOOT TOGETHER WITH THE SPI. I WAS QUITE SHOCKED WHEN THEY SENT 3 KIDS TO FOLLOW US. WHEN I MEAN KIDS, THEY ARE ONLY 16, ACCOMPANIED BY A 30+ GUY. NVM THAT ASIDE, THEY EVENTUALLY DID THEIR JOB AFTER SLOWING US DOWN INITIALLY BUT THIS IS WHERE THE WEIRD SHIT STARTED

FIRST WE WENT TO THE KERAMAT PUTERI RADIN MAS WHICH ESSENTIALLY IS THE TOMB OF A 16TH CENTURY JAVANESE PRINCESS. I SWEAR I DIDNT KNOW THERE WAS A GATE THERE THAT WOULD BE LOCKED AT 6PM AND WE WERE THERE AT 9. NVM ABT THAT THE WEIRD THING WAS, THERE WERE DOGS BARKING AT US, ONE OF THE NEIGHBOURING HOUSES, SURE THEY BARKED AND BARKED THEN AFTER A WHILE, THEY STARTED HOWLING. IM AMAZED NOBODY ELSE NOTICED THIS BUT THE MOMENT THEY STARTED HOWLING I STARTED TO HAVE A BAD FEELING. SO AS WE LEFT THE PLACE, I SILENTLY UTTERED AN APOLOGY.

NEXT THE SPI GUYS, 3 OF THEM, ONE OF THEM FOLLOWED THE MAIN CORE OF THE TEAM DOWN TO THE NEXT LOCATION WHILE ME, ASST PRODUCER AND 2 MORE SPI GUYS WENT UPHILL TO THE TOP OF MOUNT FABER TO HE RESTAURANT TO GET SOME DRINKS. AFTER THAT UNCLE DROVE US DOWN TO THE MAIN VENUE. THIS IS WHEN WEIRD SHIT PART 2 HAPPENS.

UNCLE, WITH 24 YEARS OF DRIVING EXPERIENCE SOMEHOW REVERSES HIS CAR INTO A DRAIN, SO THE FRONT TYRE GOT LODGED INSIDE AND THE WHOLE VEHICLE TILTED SIDEWAYS. SO WE HAD NO CHOICE BUT TO THINK OF SOMETHING FAST. WE TOOK BRICKS AND CONCRETE SLABS NEARBY AND STUCK IT IN FRONT OF THE WHEEL WHILE UNCLE GAVE METHE JACK AND ASKED ME TO LIFT THE VEHICLE. OMG IT WAS FUCKING TIRING I PRACTICALLY USED UP MY STRENGTH TO LIFT THE FUCKING THING UP AND EVENTUALLY MANAGED TO DO IT. (ITS NOT EASY USING A JACK WHEN U PLACE IT AT THE 1/5TH MARK OF THE BUMPER, BY RIGHT IT SHUD BE AT THE CENTER WHERE U GET MORE BALANCE). SO ANYWAY AFTER THE BRICKS, ALL THE CREW GUYS WENT TO THE BACK TO TRY AND PUSH THE CAR OUT BUT IT STILL WOULDNT BUDGE. SO I TOLD THEM NVM, THE 3 GUYS ON THE RIGHT LIFT UP THE CAR WHILE I ALONE ON THE LEFT SIDE WILL PUSH THE CAR DOWN AND USE MY BODYWEIGHT TO PUSH THE CAR, THAT WAY IT WILL GIVE TRACTION TO THE LEFT REAR WHEEL SINCE ITS A REAR WHEEL DRIVE VEHICLE ANYWAY. SO AFTER USING ALL MY MIGHT I FINALLY FELT THE THING MOVE AND LO AND BEHOLD, THE TAXI WAS UP ONTHE ROAD AGAIN. SO AFTER A LITTLE CELEBRATION SUDDENLY DIRECTOR KENA ASTHMA ATTACK. IT WAS WEIRD COS I KNOWN HIM FOR 4 MTHS AND I NEVER SEEN HIM WHEEZE UNTIL LIKE THAT. I WAS ALMOST GOING TO CALL ALEXANDRA HOSPITAL TO GET HIM THERE COS IT LOOKED BAD BUT HE EVENTUALLY RECOVERED. THEN I REALISED SOMETHING...

I TALKED TO BALU AND ASKED HIM DID HE SAY ANY PRAYER OR APOLOGY WHEN HE LEFT THE KERAMAT AND HE SAID YES. THATS WHERE I GOT THE WHOLE GROUP TOGETHER AND TOLD THE UNCLE TO SEND THEM BACK TO THE KERAMAT, GET THEM TO STAND IN FRONT AND SAY A PRAYER AND AN APOLOGY AND THEN COME BACK. TRUE ENOUGH NOTHING WEIRD HAPPENED AFTER THAT.

THEN CAME THE TREK. 30 MINS OF BASHING INTO THE FOREST TO FIND THE JAPANESE TOMB. THE WHOLE PARANORMAL THING DIDN SCARE ME, WHAT WORRIED ME WAS WHEN WE WERE WALKING IN WE SAW THIS BUNCH OF BANGLAS AND THEY SPOKE TO US (IN GOOD ENGLISH) WARNING US OF COBRAS AND WILD DOGS IN THE FORESTED AREA. IN THE END WE ONLY GOT ATTACKED BY ANTS MOSTLY.

WE ALSO SAID SOME APOLOGIES IN THE JAPANESE TOMB BEFORE HEADING OFF. I THOUGHT IT WAS PRETTY FUN OVERALL BUT I JUST CANNOT HELP BUT THINK THAT THIS WHOLE SUPERNATURAL THING DOES EXIST IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER. BASICALLY WE DONT DISTURB THEM, THEY WONT DISTURB US.

YA I THINK THTS ABOUT IT.

Thursday, September 18, 2008

WAH HEADACHE OVER FINALLY WE HAVE A NEW PRINTER AND SUPPLIER

HERBERT SWEET OLD GUY HIS STUFF LOOKS GOOD AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, HE GIVE US GOOD PRICE COS HE THINKS WE DAMN POOR THING

I NEVER THOUGHT SINGAPORE STILL HAD NICE PEOPLE LEFT

MIYUKI LANJIAO CAN GO FUCK THEMSELVES, HOPE THE THAI RIOTS WILL BURN THEIR FACTORY (IF IT EXISTS)

OMG SIANSIANSIAN OFFICE IS SO FUCKIN DEAD IM AT SCENE 23 AND IM STARTING TO RUN OUT OF IDEAS EVEN MUMTAZ AGREES THE OFFICE IS THE WORST PLACE TO BE CREATIVE ITS SO BORING AND BLAH HERE U CANT THINK AT ALL

FUCK

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

OH MY GOD WHY AM I SO FUCKING SLEEPY I THOUGHT I SLEPT 7 HOURS STILL NOT ENOUGH...


AND DRIVING OMG DRIVING I DONT KNOW ISSIT THE SAME FOR EVERYONE BUT EVERYTIME I HIT THE CIRCUIT MY CONFIDENCE GOES DOWN THE DRAIN AND I MAKE MISTAKES AFTER MISTAKES AFTER MISTAKES

AND I KNOW THE INSTRUCTOR KEEPS PUSHING AND PUSHING WHICH IS ANNOYING TO A CERTAIN EXTENT BUT THIS IS BAD IM MAKING MISTAKES WHICH I NEVER MADE BEFORE

I REALLY THINK I SHOULD STICK TO DRIVING BAREFOOT I WEAR SHOES THE FEEL IS TOTALLY DIFFERENT THIS IS SO ANNOYING JUST 7 DAYS LEFT TO MY TP AND IM STILL STUCK

Saturday, September 13, 2008

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME????

THE NEW AIR FARCE COMMERCIALS ARE A FUCKING JOKE

A CAREER FOR A HIGHER PURPOSE???? THATS THE WORST CASE OF BLEEDING RUBBISH I HAVE EVER COME ACROSS THE COPYWRITER WHO CAME UP WITH THIS CRAP OUGHT TO GET SACKED AND MAGGOTS THROWN INTO HIS MOUTH.

NOW MINDEF THINKS ITS GOD?? SIMI LANJIAO HIGHER PURPOSE? WHY NOT MAKE EVERY SINGLE SERVICEMAN SHAVE HIS HEAD BALL AND CUT OFF HIS LANJIAO AND BECOME EUNUCHS THEN MAYBE I BELIEVE THIS HIGHER PURPOSE BULLSHIT

SINGAPORE IS A SMALL FRY AND WILL ALWAYS BE A SMALL FRY. ALL IT TAKES IS A NUCLEAR MISSILE AND ITS PAI PAI LITTLE ISLAND DONT FORCE FEED US WITH THIS HIGHER PURPOSE BULLSHIT BECAUSE UR GODLIKE AIRPLANES WONT BE ABLE TO SAVE YOU ANYWAY

FUCKING STUPID

Monday, September 8, 2008

OH YA LOGO

I BEEN SAYING THIS A MILLION TIMES.....NOBODY KNOWS SINGAPORE BETTER THAN A SINGAPOREAN. I CANT STAND THE IDEA OF ALL THESE INDIA FUCKS COMING IN TRYING TO DO OUR WORK FOR US AND GIVING US A SHIT JOB.

OF THE 5 LOGOS THAT CAME FROM INDIA, NONE OF THEM HAD ANY CLASS AND I WAS EVEN MORE SHOCKED THAT THE CEO AND VASANTHAM PICKED A LOGO WITH A MYRIAD OF 10 DIFFERENT COLORS INCLUDING LIME GREEN, PINK AND YELLOW TO BE OUR OFFICIAL LOGO WHAT THE FUCK

EVEN THE DIRECTOR AND LEASHA THOUGHT MY LOGO WAS THE BESTOF THE LOT...AT LEAST MINE WAS ONLY 3 COLORS OMG COLOR BLIND MAMA FUCKS.
WAH FUCKING BORING BALLS

whole day donno do what sai but at least vc decided that the program is good enough so thats a weight off the shoulders.

now have to redo the place as we are downsizing to 24 episodes

fuck i forgot what i wanted to say

Friday, September 5, 2008

this is so fucking painful i cant fuking do anything i cant sit or stand or fucking sleep

fuck why do i have to be so fucking suay

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

oh and i got avid express pro whhahwhahwhaa
some random bhai fella came up to me yesterday while i was filming out the african restaurant and just told me today (yesterday) is my lucky day. I am a lucky man and i have plenty of good luck coming my way.


yeah sure, im still going thru the same mundane bullshit.


good thing serangoon road is done...i dont have to go back to that shithole ever again omg the smell.


this band is slowly starting to turn into an obsession i never felt since the panopticon days. im so fucking meticulous right up to the point of deciding the kind of sound each member will play....ahhh where the fuck am i going to find a 2nd guitarist.

i trust the rest including pam and ravin to know what kind of sound i want.....im only more worried about vel..this operatic vocal style wont do, i want something like tori amos....ahhhh fuck

Monday, September 1, 2008

OH MY GOD MY FUCKING LEGS FUCK FUCK FUCK IM GETTING OLD LAST TIME I CAN RUN AROUND LIKE MONKEY FOR DAYS AND WONT FEEL THIS EXHAUSTED

FUCK