The diploma film productions are in full swing now, all the necessary pre-production begins now

in terms of casting, I haven't found a suitable guy for the Timothy role but I'm eyeing this acting student in level 1 for the Alison role, she's very pretty and she looks the part, I have yet to talk to her though but I should do it sometime soon.

I'm also gonna try this experimental technique due to the nature of the script where theres a twist in the last scene which totally shifts the protagonist-antagonist relationship, I'm thinking of giving one of the characters the full script while omitting the last scene for the other person and only giving it when we are about to shoot, might have that added element of surprise for the actor playing the part and making things more natural.

Seems like my goal drought is over with a bang, i scored a grand total of 1 goal the whole of last year and this year, in 3 games I've scored 6 already. 5 goals in 2 league games. I scored 2 in my official return and the following week i hit a hat trick against one of our biggest rivals. Awesome way to start the year and I wish to keep this form going. Next up is the Scottish team Rampant Lions. I scored against them the last time we met, this time I intend to increase the tally. Try to score as much as possible before I have to take a break again cos of work.

I had the weirdest week last week, having to reject this girl who was so perfectly sweet to me all this time I feel bad but I also know I cant handle her so its for the better I guess

But having said that, I'm still commitment phobic although I'm still hanging on to the hope that I'd find someone I really like one day, though it really isnt and shouldnt be my priority right now. But loneliness kicks in sometimes I guess.

just as I was genuinely proud of my brother for getting 9 points for his O's the whole family shit has to come crumbling on me.

Yeah sure I did not study as hard as him back then and I got a miserable 20 points. I wasted your money doing 3 semesters in Poly before dropping out..Yes I get it, I'm the black sheep of the family, the one you can never boast to your relatives about. So be it.

After I'm done with this, I'm gonna work my ass off, earn as much as possible, pay off my debts to you and I'm out of here. You have your other son to keep you proud.

And if I ever make it in film, DONT fucking walk around telling your fucking relatives you are proud of me, I'm not going to buy it. It's too late now.

http://soundcloud.com/neutral_wire/essaivee-4-track-trance-1/s-39nCv

In the midst of uploading a 4 track trance playlist I just made...hence, my DJ-ing debut...

unfortunately due to the lack of equipments, i created it using a combination of 2 softwares, garageband and mixx...it sounds pretty decent I'll post the link when its done.