eh did 10000 people suddenly move into sengkang overnight yesterday?

fucking hell for the first time in 2 months i actually missed 2 LRT trains because both were packed to the brim.

then my return journey, for the first time i actually couldnt get a seat in the 80 and i didnt want to stand all the way to sengkang so i got off at kallang and took 62 instead and then there was actually a traffic jam along sengkang east drive....that road is almost always empty..wtf is going on??

well the only good thing that came out of it was the LRT lady was there this morning and she stood rright beside me then got one part the train jerk a bit so she accidentally touched me

:D 

this is very unhealthy

Behold......The new EssaiveE video

what the fuck is wrong with the fucking weather

the whole fucking week rain no rain but everytime without fail it has to rain (with fucking lightning) right when we are playing. 3rd fucking time already its starting to fucking annoy the fuck out of me.

and to make matters worse, while we were playing somehow after challenging for the ball midair someone's head hit my head near the right temple now my head hurts like a fucking bitch.

I use weekend soccer as a catharsis to relief stress from the bullshit for the whole week and now i cant even enjoy a decent game without the fucking weather pissing me off.

instead i start the week even more pissed off and injured.

i think ah Nine Inch Nails' The Slip is a pretty good album after listening to it a few times

oh and got match later good luck to me

best part? for once i dont need to travel....just a few bus stops only :)

i was rummaging thru my received folders and noticed a few old videos taken during the late 2006/early 2007 period during the pam era.

first thing i noticed was i used to look much cooler back then :(

i have been coughing the past few days and my wrist hurts

gahhhh

a lot of shit to do for navigator sian

i realised most Singaporean girls are too complex for their own good. No wonder local guys going for foreign girls.

But more importantly, i have just been offered the post of editor for Navigator magazine!

WOOOAHHHHHH????!!?!?

Would that make me one of the youngest editors in Singapore? and i dont even have a degree yet hahahaha

ok so im 3 hours away from a big match. But i dont know why i'm not feeling too confident about today.

Firstly, our first choice wingers and fullbacks arent available which means we are essentially playing against a team made up of school team players and players from ESPZEN league, with a half strength team.

Secondly i hate the fact that everytime they talk about scoring goals, they always point to me. I Fucking hate the pressure why the fuck of 11 players must i always be the one being asked to score. Sure i'm the lone striker but do you see Didier Drogba scoring every single goal for Chelsea? I hate working under pressure cos it irritates me and it makes things even more difficult

oh well see how it goes later.

also doesnt help that one of their player used to be my team mate/strike partner in temasek poly's school team.

office politics can be an amusing sight when you look from afar. I think most of my colleagues are starting to get a taste of what kind of a person I am. Especially the other day when i shot the fat ass down. But then again i absolutely HATE people who cut in when i am speaking. Its a fucking bad habit.

I'm just waiting for the last week of work before i finally unleash my true colors on him.

woah im so grateful the week is over man

and later im gonna meet my ex classmates for supper at upper serangoon. Hope its a more common occurence of Friday nights. Pity jamming got cancelled though.

I need to watch my spending, its getting out of hand but now that little ricky is leaving i think i should be having the entire pack for myself. I still feel a little bad though for telling him off but no choice la.

anddd i hope jac is fine after that episode, honestly i dont know what it feels like and i know im a very horrible person to ask for advice cos im too realistic for my own good. oh well.

no league match this week so i can finally rest the freaking toe. Just hope i have a great weekend ahead.

and happy friday the 13th

oh and the league table as of today 13/1/2009

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Team	P	W	D	L	F	A	GD	PTS
Schwarz Star	6	4	1	1	14	8	6	13
Happy Feet	7	4	1	2	19	16	3	13
Rebels United	6	3	0	3	16	14	2	9
FC Evolution	5	2	1	2	15	12	3	7
Hibernians United	6	2	1	3	15	16	-1	7
Maoist	5	2	0	3	11	15	-4	6
Team Orange	5	2	0	3	11	16	-5	6
ISCOS	3	1	1	1	5	4	1	4
Tampines Youngster	5	1	1	3	10	15	-5	4
Questra Vipers	2	0	2	0	4	4	0	2
Newton Heath	0	0	0	0	0	0	0	0

woah the swelling is gone but my toe still hurts. the right base of my palm is numb and discolored i think i been resting my hand on the sharp edge of the table its starting to damage the nerves. just hope its not carpal tunnel syndrome.

i kind of pissed off one of my bosses today when i shot him back straight to his face haha but what to do i have to defend my work what. confirm play politics already.

midweek midweek midweek cant wait for the weekends again wheee

wah lan eh my fucking toe pain like fuck. kena sliding tackle the fella's studs went straight to my foot. well at least we won the match 3-0 and we are officially on top of the table now so not so bad la.

i think this week or what im officially single for 4 months hwhahwha feels damn long sia.

oh and work is getting heavier and heavier now that people are leaving the company. sian balls.

i need 3 things right now. A good beer, a good smoke and a good fuck.

oh and the guys finally agreed that i sound like an ah beng. ok i wont deny it hahahahaha but i do have my classy moments hor

i love hanging out with my ex adv diploma classmates. They are bloody funny and very natural. By natural i mean there is totally no politics, everything is said out honestly and in a straightforward manner. Basically you can feel safe with them.

And standard always go home 5am hahahaha.

Its been a tiring week at work sia, can go totally nuts like that.

okay so i got rejected by shaw foundation. I'm probably not talented or "deserving" enough and i dont expect anything from lee foundation either. So that leaves me with the last straw option and that is to take a bank loan and slave away the subsequent years to pay it all away in the future.

this is just fucking awesome

i'm highly irritated with the fact that girls often use me as their emotional punching bag and they start telling me about their sob stories about how their boyfriends left them and they feel so this and that.

i mean come on la once or twice is enough dont fucking do it everyday it gets annoying. Do i look like a fucking aunt agony to you?

I only give free demo for a while after that you must start paying.

The most irritating part is they talk to me so much tell me their problems i listen and then hang out with them and endure the same bullshit then when they feel better they go find new boyfriend and totally not talk to me anymore

come on la what the fuck seriously.

I'm seriously going to stop playing aunt agony until i start getting sexual favours. tit for tat.