yesterday i got bothered by 2 different pet peeves.

Firstly, i dont know what the fuck was wrong with bus number 10 yesterday. Did they have some kind of embargo on the service or did 5 buses get into accidents or whatever? not once but twice, at 2 different times, i had to wait almost half an hour for the fucking bus to come. It was scarier at night cos i had to take 10 to tampines so i could take the last bus for 27 back to sengkang. Thank god the last bus 27 came slightly later than the scheduled time.

2nd pet peeve was the fucking SPGs. I was at cafe del mar, its a nice place very chillout with awesome music and even though i didnt know most of the people there, they were still quite friendly so it wasnt so bad but the hell it was like the navy parade. All these fucking US Navy people came down and you can see all the local fucks swarming to them like flies to rubbish. It just disgusts me seriously.

wah this week tiring like dog. had to write like 30 articles can die man

since theres no match this week i shud be going to cafe del mar later with colleagues, been a long time since i last went there and besides i need to chill out. only problem is now im broke like fuck hope i can borrow some from my mum or something. whatever it is, beats staying home and doing nothing.

i made friends with some china woman who smokes near my office building i was quite amazed that she speaks english like a singaporean, shes 30 though and its even funnier when she calls me braatheeeeeeerrrrrrrrr lol

and i actually look pretty decent in anwar's short film so i know i can act haha

wah i ate a total of 5 KFC chickens today

I havent worked out in 5 months im losing all my muscle mass and becoming skinny again, this is not good. I need to start a regime every morning before i go to work, at least to gain back the mass again so i can look hot again hahaha

shit its only the 18th and i'm starting to be broke already

the other day i was at alliance francaise since i was the official photographer for some french festival concert and of course there were all these guests coming in and i dont even know who they are.

then i saw this chick dressed in black, she probably looked around my age and damn shes pretty. Later i find out shes actually Iranian. damn these middle east people all damn good looking.

yesterday i had to do to the patron of the heritage awards with my boss's $3k camera to snap snap. bloody hell i felt so inferior there, the whole place filled with ministers and other random big fucks i go there like one small kid like that.

this high life thing is definitely so not my scene, im too down to earth for this shit.

woah i've watched 4 movies in the space of 7 days.

Notorious, Gran Torino, Fast and Furious 4 and Taken.

With the exception of FF4, the rest were pretty damn solid movies. Worth every cent.

But the best part is, i got to see the gala premiere of Taken and I didnt expect this but the director himself, Pierre Morrel was there. First time I'm actually seeing a director who is not local how cool is that? The movie is excellent and i realised directors, not just him but many others have this weird eccentric thing going on in terms of dressing and style and somehow I feel like i'll probably end up like that as well.

Whatever it is, I definitely want to make kick ass movies :D

360 minutes (6 hours) of competitive football without scoring a single goal.

Im totally off focus i dont know what the fuck is wrong also.

another 0-0 draw means we are just going to slide down the table.

back to work tomorow and i'm not even feeling well

fucked up

im doing a good job so far laying off alcohol

my money is also burning away fast

damn im gonna be fucked

on a side note, I've watched 2 great movies this week. Notorious and Gran Torino. Good stuff.

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FC Evolution	6	3	1	2	16	12	4	10
Hibernians United	8	3	1	4	20	23	-3	10
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Questra Vipers	5	2	2	1	14	8	6	8
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Tampines Youngster	6	1	1	4	10	19	-9	4
Newton Heath	3	0	0	3	4	10	-6	0

going down?

i watched Notorious today and even though i was never into the whole hip hop rap thing, i still think it was an awesome movie.

Just now i was thinking about my ex, not thinking as in missing but thinking about how the past 3 years have been. How when i was in NS and we were messaging each other every other day, how we would meet up while i was clearing leave and she was in her JC uniform after school and smoke. At that time she hadnt started smoking yet. How things were always so rosy and interesting, the so-called honeymoon period. Those days when i was really happy and we had all these cutesy couple shit going on.

And how over the months things started to get a bit more tense due to our frequent clashes, in personality.

Post-breakup, i still think it was both good and bad. Good in the sense that i feel more liberated and relaxed now but bad because i lost someone i knew. We deleted each other off MSN and Facebook not too long ago and even though we have a lot of mutual friends, the chances of us bumping into each other is pretty high. I have mixed feelings about this whole thing.

Of course i embrace singlehood and the freedom and all but deep down I just wished it wouldnt have ended up like this, from love to hatred.

Maybe thats how life rolls.

I realised the frequency in which i'm blogging is getting really low. Guess thats how busy i am. Im so busy the weeks just seem to be passing by faster and faster. Its good because it means i'm getting closer to going back to school but bad because im getting older.

After april fools, i learnt that about 18 people are convinced that I am gay. 15 of them girls. I'm sure that now explains why most of the girls i know are only willing to call me a friend or bro....now i know why im the aunt agony. I'm nowhere near boyfriend material and i dont even know why. 

I know i am very picky and fussy when it comes to girls and i set very high standards but i dont understand why it is a bad thing. I mean i rather be with someone i really like than to just end up with one random girl and regret later. Of course the flipside to this is, the kind of girls i usually like dont reciprocate. So therefore i'm stuck in a catch 22 situation which is a little annoying.

Nevermind, i have a match later on an astro-turf field. I still have a record for scoring in every match i play on an astroturf field so i hope this cycle continues later.

Work is fun but sometimes it gets a bit irritating when i have to do other peoples work for them but nevermind, 3 more months to go.

Oh and i bumped into Mark who proceeded to tell me that there is such a thing as copyright protection and royalties to be paid to artists via a government body called COMPASS. I heard of it but never knew they actually paid you...cool shit.