holy shit just now was fucking scary i almost hit a motorcyclist cos the fucker totally went into my blind spot and i made that mistake of not checking thank god the instructor helped me swerve in time which didnt do any good to my ego. Yes i know that most L plate drivers always stall their engines or make stupid mistakes L plate drivers do and i think i am one of the better L plate drivers out there as my instructor claims but stupid mistakes like this must NEVER happen....fucking kick in the face.
im still wondering if fatty is a good option because that will mean i have to teach him from scratch and i dont really have the time this is so bloody annoying. Ravin is in and i still cant seem to contact ben so now all im left with is a 2nd guitarist and effects controller.
pam or fatty? at least i know one of them wont suddenly get emo attack and start threatening to leave the band.
i think im starting to cool down after the incident. poor woman seems depressed but better not to talk for now lest i say the wrong things and fuck things up for her. can tell she trying to catch my attention by giving me youtube links, something she never done before....nice video though.
i also realised love is a funny thing. You can have so much of anger and hate over it but it will still be there....who am i kidding lol.
Sunday, August 31, 2008
oh my god im so fucking hungry
baybeats today was good i was quite surprised electrico actually sounds good but i was even more impressed with that band i forgot the name the one with the female drummer fuck for a moment they sounded like deftones and then suddenly they sounded like muse.
i went alone and just as i had expected, bumped into random people i know here and there...was surprised to see hanz though.
soccer match was disappointing missed a clear cut chance the fucking 4 weeks of no action didnt take a toll physically but i sure as hell was rusty and it didnt help that the field was so fucking small run run run like a fucking dog and i will never get the ball also. shitty that i got substituted
i really want to start this band and start writing my own stuff. i know i have a lot of ideas in my head but i guess one thing at a time. at the end of the day a band is a team effort, one person fucks up and the whole band goes to hell i been through that so many times and that probably explained why i never made it. its quite sad to see so many bands out there playing mediocre to good shit but i can never get an act together, fuck this.
i wonder how tomorows bands are gonna be like...i need to start going for gigs again, i need to start jamming again, i need to start playing my bass again and most importantly, i need to start writing new stuff again. I think i might get fatty into the band, i never really involved him in anything so far...maybe this could bea start, provided he doesnt fuck up.
baybeats today was good i was quite surprised electrico actually sounds good but i was even more impressed with that band i forgot the name the one with the female drummer fuck for a moment they sounded like deftones and then suddenly they sounded like muse.
i went alone and just as i had expected, bumped into random people i know here and there...was surprised to see hanz though.
soccer match was disappointing missed a clear cut chance the fucking 4 weeks of no action didnt take a toll physically but i sure as hell was rusty and it didnt help that the field was so fucking small run run run like a fucking dog and i will never get the ball also. shitty that i got substituted
i really want to start this band and start writing my own stuff. i know i have a lot of ideas in my head but i guess one thing at a time. at the end of the day a band is a team effort, one person fucks up and the whole band goes to hell i been through that so many times and that probably explained why i never made it. its quite sad to see so many bands out there playing mediocre to good shit but i can never get an act together, fuck this.
i wonder how tomorows bands are gonna be like...i need to start going for gigs again, i need to start jamming again, i need to start playing my bass again and most importantly, i need to start writing new stuff again. I think i might get fatty into the band, i never really involved him in anything so far...maybe this could bea start, provided he doesnt fuck up.
Saturday, August 30, 2008
its a strangely quiet day
office feels empty, work is done i just dont have the mood to do anything. have a match later but i dont know how 4 weeks of non-action is going to affect my fitness, probably might not last the entire match...provided the match is on in the first place because the weather is so bloody hard to predict these days.
yesterday started out fine and turned out into such a disaster. something i never thought i'll ever do, and i ended up doing it. she starts getting all apologetic and stuff which is funny cos when i fuck up and apologise all she says is apologies dont mean shit.
whatever it is, i come in in the morning and i check my email and i see jewel of all people thanking me for god knows what and this woman starts her usual nonsense by assuming im having some extra-marital affair with her.
fuck this im glad and sad this relationship is over. it is by far the best and the worst relationship i ever had. best for the good reasons and worst for the well...worst reasons. nobody fucking hits me, that too in a public place. i would have pummelled the fucker to death if it was a guy and somehow even after so much self control i still ended up hitting her a few times which is fucked up anyway
im sure people saw what happened and i dont know how the fuck im gonna go there and watch the fucking concert without getting stared at
otherside orchestra is a fucking solid band, the kind of stuff ialways wanted to play would have been cool to watch the whole set had the stupid bitch not come and ruined it for me.
nobody fucking hits me
this is also probably the first post that i typed out without using capitals haha.
office feels empty, work is done i just dont have the mood to do anything. have a match later but i dont know how 4 weeks of non-action is going to affect my fitness, probably might not last the entire match...provided the match is on in the first place because the weather is so bloody hard to predict these days.
yesterday started out fine and turned out into such a disaster. something i never thought i'll ever do, and i ended up doing it. she starts getting all apologetic and stuff which is funny cos when i fuck up and apologise all she says is apologies dont mean shit.
whatever it is, i come in in the morning and i check my email and i see jewel of all people thanking me for god knows what and this woman starts her usual nonsense by assuming im having some extra-marital affair with her.
fuck this im glad and sad this relationship is over. it is by far the best and the worst relationship i ever had. best for the good reasons and worst for the well...worst reasons. nobody fucking hits me, that too in a public place. i would have pummelled the fucker to death if it was a guy and somehow even after so much self control i still ended up hitting her a few times which is fucked up anyway
im sure people saw what happened and i dont know how the fuck im gonna go there and watch the fucking concert without getting stared at
otherside orchestra is a fucking solid band, the kind of stuff ialways wanted to play would have been cool to watch the whole set had the stupid bitch not come and ruined it for me.
nobody fucking hits me
this is also probably the first post that i typed out without using capitals haha.
Thursday, August 28, 2008
SOME PEOPLE ARE SO FUCKING IRRITATING
I DO WHAT I WANT TO DO WHEN I FEEL LIKE IT I DONT NEED SOME FUCKFACE TO TELL ME TO DO SOMETHING I ALREADY KNOW AND CONTINUOUSLY REITERATE OVER AND OVWER AND OVER WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU FUCKING STUPID OR WHAT
IM SERIOUSLY GETTING SICK AND TIRED OF WORKING HERE AND ITS NOT BECAUSE OF THE COMPANY BUT BECAUSE OF THIS CHEEBAIFACE WHO DOESNT KNOW ANYTHING YET THINKS HE DOES AND THINKS HE SOME BIG FUCK CAN ORDER PEOPLE AROUND EH GO FUCK YOUR GHEE LACED BANGLA KELINGKIA ANUS YOU UNDERSTAND YOU STUPID FUCK
I DO WHAT I WANT TO DO WHEN I FEEL LIKE IT I DONT NEED SOME FUCKFACE TO TELL ME TO DO SOMETHING I ALREADY KNOW AND CONTINUOUSLY REITERATE OVER AND OVWER AND OVER WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU FUCKING STUPID OR WHAT
IM SERIOUSLY GETTING SICK AND TIRED OF WORKING HERE AND ITS NOT BECAUSE OF THE COMPANY BUT BECAUSE OF THIS CHEEBAIFACE WHO DOESNT KNOW ANYTHING YET THINKS HE DOES AND THINKS HE SOME BIG FUCK CAN ORDER PEOPLE AROUND EH GO FUCK YOUR GHEE LACED BANGLA KELINGKIA ANUS YOU UNDERSTAND YOU STUPID FUCK
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE THESE DAYS??
HOW THE FUCK DO YOU RUN A BUSINESS WHEN YOU TAKE 4 FUCKING MONTHS TO PRINT SOME SHIRTS AND THEN YOU TELL ME THE THING FUCKED UP OH FUCK YOU UNDERSTAND???
SECONDLY THESE LOCAL DOGS SHOULD BE THANKFUL WE ARE GIVING THEM BUSINESS STILL WANT TO FUCKING KUAI LAN 20 BUCKS PER PIECE? FUCK YOU U THINK U PRINTING JEAN PAUL GAULTIER'S LANJIAO ISSIT?? FUCKING FUCKED UP FUCKERS
HOW THE FUCK DO YOU RUN A BUSINESS WHEN YOU TAKE 4 FUCKING MONTHS TO PRINT SOME SHIRTS AND THEN YOU TELL ME THE THING FUCKED UP OH FUCK YOU UNDERSTAND???
SECONDLY THESE LOCAL DOGS SHOULD BE THANKFUL WE ARE GIVING THEM BUSINESS STILL WANT TO FUCKING KUAI LAN 20 BUCKS PER PIECE? FUCK YOU U THINK U PRINTING JEAN PAUL GAULTIER'S LANJIAO ISSIT?? FUCKING FUCKED UP FUCKERS
Sunday, August 24, 2008
New
HAHAHAHA I STARTED A BLOG.
I STARTED A BLOG BECAUSE WHEN I OPEN MY MOUTH IN PERSON PEOPLE COMPLAIN AND WHINE AND BITCH THAT I COMPLAIN AND WHINE AND BITCH TOO MUCH SO HERE I AM RANTING AWAY BECAUSE IN CYBERSPACE NOBODY CAN HEAR YOU SCREAM.
OH FUCK FILMING TOMOROW OH FUCKING HOORAY I CANT FUCKING WAIT....
I STARTED A BLOG BECAUSE WHEN I OPEN MY MOUTH IN PERSON PEOPLE COMPLAIN AND WHINE AND BITCH THAT I COMPLAIN AND WHINE AND BITCH TOO MUCH SO HERE I AM RANTING AWAY BECAUSE IN CYBERSPACE NOBODY CAN HEAR YOU SCREAM.
OH FUCK FILMING TOMOROW OH FUCKING HOORAY I CANT FUCKING WAIT....
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