fuck the workload just got increased...to cover up for other peoples incompetencies now I have to do sound design/efx for a 2 min long intense sequence by thursday wtf?!

I seriously hate working with untalented, unmotivated and incompetent people, seriously...they just drag me down into their puddle of shit which I have no interest in whatsoever.

my ex re-added me on facebook, and I don't know, its a good thing I guess, one less enemy to bother about. Its highly ironic that she admitted that she did screw things up for me, and shes only saying this because her current bf is doing to her, what she did to me. So much for karma lol.

Well that aside, I really don't know what to do now, I'm stuck with plenty of work, I have to deal with a fucking retarded bureaucratic system in school that cant make up its fucking mind.

I feel like writing songs, lyrics, whatever. I need to start preparing for the diploma film shoot. I need to get ready for 2011. I think 2010 has been a pretty good year for me, almost in every single aspect except finance.

I'm single but I dont wanna be single yet I feel very comfortable being single. I saw some article on MSN the other day that listed effects of singlehood addiction and every single point made sense to me...So I guess that's what the issue is. But how do I curb it? I want to give people a chance but I don't know how to break the barrier. I know there are girls out there who are waiting for me but urrgghhh I don't know what to do about it.

I could do the usual and just focus on work, selfish I know but it works. I'm just afraid that this might turn out to be a distraction.

What am I going to do?

i'm excited for my upcoming projects, i just wish I have money so i can buy stuff for myself, I totally forgot what retail therapy feels like with your own money ever since I stopped working.

I made a sacrifice, now i'm dealing with the consequences, I just hope its all worth it in the end. I am talented and I know it, now I have to prove myself first.