Its about time some motherfuckers learnt to grow up. I understand when you all were kids you had all these huge mojos to satisfy but things are different so quit the bullshit and get on with the times.

Pre-production is looking good so far and I'm doing a great job not giving a shit about others and how they are faring. This time its all about me and ME only. My work, my results, my objective.

This is the first time in years im not gambling during CNY.

I need to rid myself of all these unwanted excesses in my life even if it means losing a few friends. Its for the better.

I am still at a crossroad now, I noticed all my close friends are attached and happy and I'm the only one left behind. The funny thing is, I attract girls I'm never interested in and the ones I'm attracted to will never be interested in me. Bummer.

Life goes on and when all else fails, I have my ambitions to live for.