ok i dont know what the fuck happened last night. It would have been nice if she just told me she was tired or something so at least i get the hint....she just left without a trace and i started calling and messaging her a million times....so unlike me i dont know whats wrong with me.

ok so interview with zomedia tomorow. at least i know someone in there so it wont be so bad. i guess i have to deal with 3 months of bullshit pay and then hope for the best. whatever it is i need to do something about my life...it seems to be stagnating and this is not good. im already 24 im supposed to be reaching my peak soon. singlehood omg i hate singlehood fuck